Saturday, July 31, 2010
Just Be.....
Today,my friend is getting married.I am not going for his wedding though coz i got to work!now,i feel like i am dying a slow death.Feels like I am getting suffocated only I don't know by what?State of hopelessness.I try to look for answers but all I get are more questions...I wanna break down and cry,like properly cry but I can't.I'm at work and I don't want to have to explain my tears.Can't we at times just see someone cry and let them be believing that if they need our help they will probably ask for it?ok,my moods are all over the place.I wanna cry and not have to explain why.I wanna let the rain fall on me without anyone bringing me an umbrella or asking me if im ok.I just wanna get soaked!I want to take a long walk to nowhere in particular,barefoot if possible and just walk.I would love to be at a swing with a friend on the next swing,just swinging slowly with no exchange of words.I just wanna be.no words,no sounds,no music,nothing.just to be.can i get that?
Saturday, July 24, 2010
of roses and thorns.....
Life has not always been a bed of roses neither has it always been a bush of thorns but a mixture of both.To get to the roses,I have mostly had to go through the the thorns and the roses have always given me inspiration to pass through the the thorns and though at times I get pricked,I have learned the science of first aid or a visit to the Doctor's,get the wound treated and bandaged and then back to the thorny bush yet again.
It takes a while to learn how to appreciate life's challenges.To embrace them as one's teachers as opposed to one's enemies!It is an art that must be mastered.Though not a must,it is safer for you to realize that challenges and difficulties and trials,don't come your way to show you how weak you are but to make you stronger.Ever wondered why that one challenge always comes your way?Well,its because there is a lesson for you to learn there and if you do not learn,it will keep coming your way till the day you do!Sounds boring right?Well,why not just sit down,take time with the situation,keep off pity parties and become a scientist in your own right and make a discovery about why?Try and figure out what keeps taking you to that same road,to that same pothole,to the same puncture,on the same tire?You would rather take time sweeping the dirt on your carpet and collecting it rather than pushing it underneath because it shall collect and the day you will have to.it won't be a pretty sight or a fun experience either!
it took the Israelites 40good years round the same mountain for them to finally learn the lesson.Now,the Israelites back in the day used to live long,nowadays you do not have the luxury of taking too long in one spot.And life is not school.You know at school,there;s only enough number of times that you can be allowed to repeat a class before even the teachers quit on you.Life never quits on you.It will bring you the same exam over and over till the day you pass it or the day you leave it i.e. you leave life in other words,die.
Is there a recurring problem in your life?It is crying for attention.It wants you to stop ignoring it and take time to attend to it.And you will be grateful you took the time!If there is a problem that I took a while to solve it was one of the male species!These people gave me a ride of my life that just drove me insane.How I am normal to this date,It is the grace of God.(ok,it wasn't that bad)
So,I matured before my time.Got its up and down sides but I got over it and embraced it as the only life I will ever have ,so,when life gives you lemons,make lemonade,that's what I did.Any way,I had made a vow of no dating in high school!Like no relationships and woe unto you if my mind is made up on something,I just don't burge but that does not mean I did not flirt.Oh my gosh!If ever there was an award for the greatest flirt,I would have won it a couple of times.Now,maybe I was not as excited about boys as my fellow girl students were because to me they were not a new phenomena or discovery.I have always had them around.I have 5brothers,my primary school had boys in it,so really?Ok,at first,I just used to look at some girls and wonder,'All that just so as to get his attention?Even you are better than that' but I came to appreciate the fact that not all of us grow in the same environment hence for them this was just an awesome discovery,so I let them be.I just had my fun watching the live drama!
So,I did have proposals,I mean,I am a sight to behold,fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God.You think that's bragging?It's me being confident in the fact that God did an awesome job with me.Everything He created He saw it good and that includes me!So,let me not start on that now but you will definitely read it here sometime.I did get proposals,which I always did turn down,because of my solemn vow. There are some who were convinced I was their girl friends,I guess whatever makes you smile?Any way,I had my fun flirting and being accused of stealing peoples men and this right here is a whole lecture on itself so I shall not go into it!Ok just one mention,your man or woman does not get stolen from you,they just don't fight to stay with you.They just allow themselves to be swept by the wave.Oh and know that if I meet your man at a party and I have never met him before,unless he tells me,I have no way of knowing if he is hooked or not so don't bring your drama to me but go deal with your man!
Those were just by the ways.I was hated because of men i never really had but well,that's life,I guess.So,I had my fun flirting around and then finally high school was over and my contract with single hood was over,unless I was interested in renewing it?I didn't give it much thought and what?The dam had burst and the water just came gushing out!Now my drama with men began!
My first boyfriend,(names with held for security reasons)had first asked me out while I was in class 8 or form one but then,the contract above had already been signed so...I told him if he could wait till I finish high school,then,maybe.And shock on me!When I finished high school he was there!Now,anyone who was with me in high school knows what a cray time I had there and not good crazy...Anyway,by the time I left,I was a wounded girl.Very wounded inside.With no self esteem but you don't go airing out your dirty linen in public,now do you?So to the outside world,I had it all together but deep inside I was in pieces...Story for another day.So now,I did not believe in myself and...I can't give the prescription before the diagnosis!
So,he asked me out again and I figured,'why not?'So I said yes.It lasted six months before i call it quits!What happened?It just did not work.He loved raving,I have never raved(and don't plan to)I loved church,being a born again someone.We just had a lot of clashing.It reached a point,I couldn't take it any more...The events that led to our break up were very very interesting.
So,I had been thinking about breaking up for a while,only I did not know how to do it because I did not want to hurt him.So I was still buying time...On my birthday,he decides to tell me that his ex is pregnant with his child!Yeah,that's how insensitive people can be.Triple C was the way I went about it...Cool,calm an collected.Now,I believe I will end up in a psychology class at some point in my life because the way I have people figured out?It's not even funny.I think I just pay attention to the small things in life and those,I have come to learn,carry a lot of secrets...So,the way he was casual about it,the environment he told me in...something was a miss.I decided to play his game.I told him it's ok.That we would work it out once the bundle of joy came but that I was not going to leave him.I mean,that was his life before me,so....
I went and shared it with my friend and how my heart was troubled about how that story was fake?And the truth came to me.There was no pregnant ex.He had spotted someone else and wanted to get out the easy way.You know,he had planned on me acting out,slapping him and causing all kind of drama?Now I know I am a drama queen but I don't waste my drama,otherwise it will become boring.Oh,but when I heard there was someone else,now that was drama right there.Now you need to know I was not hurt that he had a side dish,my pride was wounded.How could he?Me of people?And that was worth drama only he went into hiding...To cut the long story short,I broke up with him,through the phone...Not my ideal way but he went into hiding,what was I to do?
This whole drama was an ice breaker!So 6months later,that was gone.Now,the rest of the relationships had a life span of at most,three months and after a couple of guys,I figured there was something wrong!And while I'm on the wrong things,let me just mention,saved and not saved,deadly combination.Don't sneer,it's true.I dated a whole string of anti saved guys in the name of I will influence them and convert them to believers...never happened!But I did pray with one but this was after we were broken up!Truth of the matter is one of you will have to give up their beliefs for the sake of the other and a smoothness in the relationship.In my case,I was not giving up the one thing that really defined me,my relationship with God and neither were they giving up their ways so conflicts always arose and this is because we are both operating under different rules.It's either one gives in or conflicts will be a part of your relationship.Now,I do not like things that mess with my piece of mind and a relationship that seems to be chocking the most important relationship in my life is something I do not need.So you wonder why I kept going out with guys who were not saved time and time again?Yeah,the day I started wondering that is the day I started asking questions and my scientific research started.Trying to figure out why it is I felt like I needed to have a man around...You thought I had forgotten about the roses and thorns?Nope.There always more than one way to get to your destination.I decided to take the long route.I figured it would be more interesting,we would get to see more things and if you have been keen,you have two or three things that you have picked that I hope will affect you positively...
So,the million pound question,Why do I feel the need to have a man around me?hmmmmm....Stick around for part two and you will found out!
xoxo
Moulding Beauty.
It takes a while to learn how to appreciate life's challenges.To embrace them as one's teachers as opposed to one's enemies!It is an art that must be mastered.Though not a must,it is safer for you to realize that challenges and difficulties and trials,don't come your way to show you how weak you are but to make you stronger.Ever wondered why that one challenge always comes your way?Well,its because there is a lesson for you to learn there and if you do not learn,it will keep coming your way till the day you do!Sounds boring right?Well,why not just sit down,take time with the situation,keep off pity parties and become a scientist in your own right and make a discovery about why?Try and figure out what keeps taking you to that same road,to that same pothole,to the same puncture,on the same tire?You would rather take time sweeping the dirt on your carpet and collecting it rather than pushing it underneath because it shall collect and the day you will have to.it won't be a pretty sight or a fun experience either!
it took the Israelites 40good years round the same mountain for them to finally learn the lesson.Now,the Israelites back in the day used to live long,nowadays you do not have the luxury of taking too long in one spot.And life is not school.You know at school,there;s only enough number of times that you can be allowed to repeat a class before even the teachers quit on you.Life never quits on you.It will bring you the same exam over and over till the day you pass it or the day you leave it i.e. you leave life in other words,die.
Is there a recurring problem in your life?It is crying for attention.It wants you to stop ignoring it and take time to attend to it.And you will be grateful you took the time!If there is a problem that I took a while to solve it was one of the male species!These people gave me a ride of my life that just drove me insane.How I am normal to this date,It is the grace of God.(ok,it wasn't that bad)
So,I matured before my time.Got its up and down sides but I got over it and embraced it as the only life I will ever have ,so,when life gives you lemons,make lemonade,that's what I did.Any way,I had made a vow of no dating in high school!Like no relationships and woe unto you if my mind is made up on something,I just don't burge but that does not mean I did not flirt.Oh my gosh!If ever there was an award for the greatest flirt,I would have won it a couple of times.Now,maybe I was not as excited about boys as my fellow girl students were because to me they were not a new phenomena or discovery.I have always had them around.I have 5brothers,my primary school had boys in it,so really?Ok,at first,I just used to look at some girls and wonder,'All that just so as to get his attention?Even you are better than that' but I came to appreciate the fact that not all of us grow in the same environment hence for them this was just an awesome discovery,so I let them be.I just had my fun watching the live drama!
So,I did have proposals,I mean,I am a sight to behold,fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God.You think that's bragging?It's me being confident in the fact that God did an awesome job with me.Everything He created He saw it good and that includes me!So,let me not start on that now but you will definitely read it here sometime.I did get proposals,which I always did turn down,because of my solemn vow. There are some who were convinced I was their girl friends,I guess whatever makes you smile?Any way,I had my fun flirting and being accused of stealing peoples men and this right here is a whole lecture on itself so I shall not go into it!Ok just one mention,your man or woman does not get stolen from you,they just don't fight to stay with you.They just allow themselves to be swept by the wave.Oh and know that if I meet your man at a party and I have never met him before,unless he tells me,I have no way of knowing if he is hooked or not so don't bring your drama to me but go deal with your man!
Those were just by the ways.I was hated because of men i never really had but well,that's life,I guess.So,I had my fun flirting around and then finally high school was over and my contract with single hood was over,unless I was interested in renewing it?I didn't give it much thought and what?The dam had burst and the water just came gushing out!Now my drama with men began!
My first boyfriend,(names with held for security reasons)had first asked me out while I was in class 8 or form one but then,the contract above had already been signed so...I told him if he could wait till I finish high school,then,maybe.And shock on me!When I finished high school he was there!Now,anyone who was with me in high school knows what a cray time I had there and not good crazy...Anyway,by the time I left,I was a wounded girl.Very wounded inside.With no self esteem but you don't go airing out your dirty linen in public,now do you?So to the outside world,I had it all together but deep inside I was in pieces...Story for another day.So now,I did not believe in myself and...I can't give the prescription before the diagnosis!
So,he asked me out again and I figured,'why not?'So I said yes.It lasted six months before i call it quits!What happened?It just did not work.He loved raving,I have never raved(and don't plan to)I loved church,being a born again someone.We just had a lot of clashing.It reached a point,I couldn't take it any more...The events that led to our break up were very very interesting.
So,I had been thinking about breaking up for a while,only I did not know how to do it because I did not want to hurt him.So I was still buying time...On my birthday,he decides to tell me that his ex is pregnant with his child!Yeah,that's how insensitive people can be.Triple C was the way I went about it...Cool,calm an collected.Now,I believe I will end up in a psychology class at some point in my life because the way I have people figured out?It's not even funny.I think I just pay attention to the small things in life and those,I have come to learn,carry a lot of secrets...So,the way he was casual about it,the environment he told me in...something was a miss.I decided to play his game.I told him it's ok.That we would work it out once the bundle of joy came but that I was not going to leave him.I mean,that was his life before me,so....
I went and shared it with my friend and how my heart was troubled about how that story was fake?And the truth came to me.There was no pregnant ex.He had spotted someone else and wanted to get out the easy way.You know,he had planned on me acting out,slapping him and causing all kind of drama?Now I know I am a drama queen but I don't waste my drama,otherwise it will become boring.Oh,but when I heard there was someone else,now that was drama right there.Now you need to know I was not hurt that he had a side dish,my pride was wounded.How could he?Me of people?And that was worth drama only he went into hiding...To cut the long story short,I broke up with him,through the phone...Not my ideal way but he went into hiding,what was I to do?
This whole drama was an ice breaker!So 6months later,that was gone.Now,the rest of the relationships had a life span of at most,three months and after a couple of guys,I figured there was something wrong!And while I'm on the wrong things,let me just mention,saved and not saved,deadly combination.Don't sneer,it's true.I dated a whole string of anti saved guys in the name of I will influence them and convert them to believers...never happened!But I did pray with one but this was after we were broken up!Truth of the matter is one of you will have to give up their beliefs for the sake of the other and a smoothness in the relationship.In my case,I was not giving up the one thing that really defined me,my relationship with God and neither were they giving up their ways so conflicts always arose and this is because we are both operating under different rules.It's either one gives in or conflicts will be a part of your relationship.Now,I do not like things that mess with my piece of mind and a relationship that seems to be chocking the most important relationship in my life is something I do not need.So you wonder why I kept going out with guys who were not saved time and time again?Yeah,the day I started wondering that is the day I started asking questions and my scientific research started.Trying to figure out why it is I felt like I needed to have a man around...You thought I had forgotten about the roses and thorns?Nope.There always more than one way to get to your destination.I decided to take the long route.I figured it would be more interesting,we would get to see more things and if you have been keen,you have two or three things that you have picked that I hope will affect you positively...
So,the million pound question,Why do I feel the need to have a man around me?hmmmmm....Stick around for part two and you will found out!
xoxo
Moulding Beauty.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Today I wanted to talk to you
Needed to tell you
What was in my mind
Needed to share with you
What was almost driving me crazy
But no,you were not around
I couldn't call you
It is almost end month
I'm broke as hell
I couldn't e-mail or inbox you
You were not online
I knew not when you would be
It didn't matter
I needed you now.
I couldn't walk to your home,
Well,maybe if I owned a jet,
I would've flown to you.
I just wanted your hand to hold
Your voice to hear
Your arms to embrace
Your ears to listen to me
Your shoulder to lean on
But you are so far away
I know if you could
You would have come to my rescue
And its ok
I will find a way
I'm not mad at you
Just a little bit sad
Coz now more than ever
The distance between us is real
I can almost touch it
And right now it hurts
Because I want you near
But I will be ok
I will find a way out
For your love in my heart
Always has and even now will
Guide me through this
For I know where you are
You constantly have me
In your thoughts and prayers.
I will be ok.
Though I wish you was here
But as humans we are limited
And that is life!
special dedics to one Wasongalet.love you bff.i just mi
Needed to tell you
What was in my mind
Needed to share with you
What was almost driving me crazy
But no,you were not around
I couldn't call you
It is almost end month
I'm broke as hell
I couldn't e-mail or inbox you
You were not online
I knew not when you would be
It didn't matter
I needed you now.
I couldn't walk to your home,
Well,maybe if I owned a jet,
I would've flown to you.
I just wanted your hand to hold
Your voice to hear
Your arms to embrace
Your ears to listen to me
Your shoulder to lean on
But you are so far away
I know if you could
You would have come to my rescue
And its ok
I will find a way
I'm not mad at you
Just a little bit sad
Coz now more than ever
The distance between us is real
I can almost touch it
And right now it hurts
Because I want you near
But I will be ok
I will find a way out
For your love in my heart
Always has and even now will
Guide me through this
For I know where you are
You constantly have me
In your thoughts and prayers.
I will be ok.
Though I wish you was here
But as humans we are limited
And that is life!
special dedics to one Wasongalet.love you bff.i just mi
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Love overlooks all......
Love.the one topic we never get tired of.Maybe it is because we are products of love?I don't know but you and I get all excited whenever this four letter word is heard.So I shall talk about love...
A t the end of the day,we all hope to find that someone who we will love and will love us back and live happily ever after...Ok,the happily ever after depends on what side of the coin you are focusing on.Some of us actually want the fairy tale kind of happily ever after,ok most of us but reality checks in and wakes you up from your slumber and lets you know that happiness is a choice that needs to be made every morning despite what is happening around you.Hence,you can have a fight with that someone you love and it will sort of hurt but you can choose to still smile;to not go to bed mad at each other an that will become your fairy tale.Not without flaws yet the imperfections make it perfect.
Focus girl.the aim of this note was not to teach people how to love each other but rather.....
We all have our lists of expectations for that person we will say 'I do' to and even those who we will date.Some its tall dark and handsome,others its tall thin and gorgeous,yet for others as long as he knows how to dress and drives,we don't mind having that title of their baby girl.Ok dudes,don't look at me funny,I don't really know how your lists look like coz I am not a guy and I have not done research so that's why the she is being mentioned more.
So,you have the list of all the physical and material but you realize that you would also want that person who makes you feel like a million pounds.Wouldn't it be great if they came as a complete package?I know.That's why it times is difficult to choose.Tom has the looks,Dick has the finances and Harry has the heart or should I say love...Wouldn't it be much easier for Rick to be the three in one?Yeah and that will always happen...in your dreams...
So what happens when you meet this person,who does not meet your list expectations but you realize every time they enter a room,they take your breath away and when they call out your name,you feel like Cinderella and what about when their skin brushes against yours?The electricity happening is unbelievable.What happens when instead of tall he is short,Instead of thin,she is curvy,instead of rich,he is a hustler?What happens when you want to have tea and you get coffee instead and as you take it you realize just how awesome it is?What happens then?What happens when you find yourself loving someone who is nowhere near your list?Do you let the love flow or do you keep reminding yourself of the things you are looking for that they don't have,so that somehow it will bother you enough to move on?
Well,i realized that love at the end of the day is what matters.Why?you ask sarcastically.Because love will hold you together when everything else fails.When the beauty fades and the one pack settles in.When the job comes to an end and the cars have to go,same to the house.When all these things fade away,you realize that love will still keep you together but when love vacates,even with all these other things,the void becomes too much to handle and sooner rather than later,you will throw in the towel and go your separate ways.
I once loved someone.I had not planned on it.He definitely did not fit my list in the looks department...especially the height.Now i had never imagined myself with a guy shorter than me.How is that even supposed to work?There is some magic with a guy taller than me or maybe its just an illusion...it definitely is.Well,its just a matter of liking my bread buttered rather than toasted?So,i met this guy and we got to be friends and what,every time i was with him,he made me feel special and he listened and paid attention to me and above all,he knew me!I was taken aback!He was melting the ground under my feet and soon i was smitten!Ok,I kept thinking about the height issue and people modeling is one of my secret loves and heels once in a while ain't a bad thing but now this meant I had to be careful about the shoes to wear when I was with him?It bothered me for a while but what he lacked in the height department he compensated for in the personality department and when the sun set at the end of the day,i realized the personality or heart department was more important.It had more weight and that is when i started being ok with wearing sandals while with him and soon enough it was not an issue and even i shocked myself!
That's what love does to you.It sort of blinds your eyes to some things and helps you see others clearly.Well,he and i didn't go far but I am glad for that experience because it made me realize what really counts.Now,I am not saying give up on your list,im just saying be careful not to miss the diamond because it looks a little bit dusty...Now of course if a guy came in a convertible,I don't care how much better your car would be,in my world a convertible is like the epitome of all cars,so the rest don't thrill my life...I'm sorry,nothing personal,but if the convertible is all he has to offer and I've got this other route 11 guy who treats me like a princess...oh i may curse for a while...maybe contemplate mugging or something but realize a ride in a matatu with a man who loves me is worth so much more than a ride in a a (i'm in denial)in a convertible.There I said it.I learned it the hard way but it is a lesson that will keep me from missing the real gem next time.
So people,love does make you over look some of those little things that you think are so important.It makes you over look the fact that he snores or she is a clean freak.Love does not blind you of the weaknesses of the other person,it only gives you the ability to overlook them without feeling like you are being denied something.It helps you accept the other person just as they are.
Call me a hopeless romantic(that ain't news)but at the end of the day,ask anyone who has been in love and they will tell you that when all is said and done,what really matters is what your hearts are feeling and saying.
So,i just need to love you.Get me to love you and the rest will come second or not even appear.Get me to love you and the convertible won't be a problem.Get me to love you and that ultimately translates to me loving you just as you are.That is true love,When I know your weaknesses and faults but still I choose to be with you without trying to change you.To love you just as you are!
Comments very much welcomed,opinions and questions.Now it is one o'clock.Oh,it is Sunday already.I need to go and get my beauty sleep and wake up refreshed and ready for church.Have a love full day!
xoxo,Moulding Beauty.
A t the end of the day,we all hope to find that someone who we will love and will love us back and live happily ever after...Ok,the happily ever after depends on what side of the coin you are focusing on.Some of us actually want the fairy tale kind of happily ever after,ok most of us but reality checks in and wakes you up from your slumber and lets you know that happiness is a choice that needs to be made every morning despite what is happening around you.Hence,you can have a fight with that someone you love and it will sort of hurt but you can choose to still smile;to not go to bed mad at each other an that will become your fairy tale.Not without flaws yet the imperfections make it perfect.
Focus girl.the aim of this note was not to teach people how to love each other but rather.....
We all have our lists of expectations for that person we will say 'I do' to and even those who we will date.Some its tall dark and handsome,others its tall thin and gorgeous,yet for others as long as he knows how to dress and drives,we don't mind having that title of their baby girl.Ok dudes,don't look at me funny,I don't really know how your lists look like coz I am not a guy and I have not done research so that's why the she is being mentioned more.
So,you have the list of all the physical and material but you realize that you would also want that person who makes you feel like a million pounds.Wouldn't it be great if they came as a complete package?I know.That's why it times is difficult to choose.Tom has the looks,Dick has the finances and Harry has the heart or should I say love...Wouldn't it be much easier for Rick to be the three in one?Yeah and that will always happen...in your dreams...
So what happens when you meet this person,who does not meet your list expectations but you realize every time they enter a room,they take your breath away and when they call out your name,you feel like Cinderella and what about when their skin brushes against yours?The electricity happening is unbelievable.What happens when instead of tall he is short,Instead of thin,she is curvy,instead of rich,he is a hustler?What happens when you want to have tea and you get coffee instead and as you take it you realize just how awesome it is?What happens then?What happens when you find yourself loving someone who is nowhere near your list?Do you let the love flow or do you keep reminding yourself of the things you are looking for that they don't have,so that somehow it will bother you enough to move on?
Well,i realized that love at the end of the day is what matters.Why?you ask sarcastically.Because love will hold you together when everything else fails.When the beauty fades and the one pack settles in.When the job comes to an end and the cars have to go,same to the house.When all these things fade away,you realize that love will still keep you together but when love vacates,even with all these other things,the void becomes too much to handle and sooner rather than later,you will throw in the towel and go your separate ways.
I once loved someone.I had not planned on it.He definitely did not fit my list in the looks department...especially the height.Now i had never imagined myself with a guy shorter than me.How is that even supposed to work?There is some magic with a guy taller than me or maybe its just an illusion...it definitely is.Well,its just a matter of liking my bread buttered rather than toasted?So,i met this guy and we got to be friends and what,every time i was with him,he made me feel special and he listened and paid attention to me and above all,he knew me!I was taken aback!He was melting the ground under my feet and soon i was smitten!Ok,I kept thinking about the height issue and people modeling is one of my secret loves and heels once in a while ain't a bad thing but now this meant I had to be careful about the shoes to wear when I was with him?It bothered me for a while but what he lacked in the height department he compensated for in the personality department and when the sun set at the end of the day,i realized the personality or heart department was more important.It had more weight and that is when i started being ok with wearing sandals while with him and soon enough it was not an issue and even i shocked myself!
That's what love does to you.It sort of blinds your eyes to some things and helps you see others clearly.Well,he and i didn't go far but I am glad for that experience because it made me realize what really counts.Now,I am not saying give up on your list,im just saying be careful not to miss the diamond because it looks a little bit dusty...Now of course if a guy came in a convertible,I don't care how much better your car would be,in my world a convertible is like the epitome of all cars,so the rest don't thrill my life...I'm sorry,nothing personal,but if the convertible is all he has to offer and I've got this other route 11 guy who treats me like a princess...oh i may curse for a while...maybe contemplate mugging or something but realize a ride in a matatu with a man who loves me is worth so much more than a ride in a a (i'm in denial)in a convertible.There I said it.I learned it the hard way but it is a lesson that will keep me from missing the real gem next time.
So people,love does make you over look some of those little things that you think are so important.It makes you over look the fact that he snores or she is a clean freak.Love does not blind you of the weaknesses of the other person,it only gives you the ability to overlook them without feeling like you are being denied something.It helps you accept the other person just as they are.
Call me a hopeless romantic(that ain't news)but at the end of the day,ask anyone who has been in love and they will tell you that when all is said and done,what really matters is what your hearts are feeling and saying.
So,i just need to love you.Get me to love you and the rest will come second or not even appear.Get me to love you and the convertible won't be a problem.Get me to love you and that ultimately translates to me loving you just as you are.That is true love,When I know your weaknesses and faults but still I choose to be with you without trying to change you.To love you just as you are!
Comments very much welcomed,opinions and questions.Now it is one o'clock.Oh,it is Sunday already.I need to go and get my beauty sleep and wake up refreshed and ready for church.Have a love full day!
xoxo,Moulding Beauty.
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