don't waste your life....

OK Lord,I'm not mad at you or anything,I'm just a little overwhelmed.Another death within a week.Let's just say I'm not as strong as I think.It's hurting but it has me a little bit on an emotional roller coaster.I don't know what to think or feel really.
OK,time is running out.Definitely.For me,it feels like a warning sign.That it's time to put my best foot forward and play the game by the rules-His rules;God's rules.Time to start dreaming or continue dreaming.Heck,tomorrow is not in our hands.We do not have the luxury of pushing things that we can clearly do today to tomorrow or next week.Contradicting myself am I?I talk about dreaming then I keep you from looking forward to tomorrow?No.The two are totally different.Procrastinating is just plain laziness and irresponsible.Yes I said.It is.When you choose not to read for that exam,not because you can't but because you feel the t.v is more important.When you fail to call when you said you would not because you don't have airtime but,um,well...no reason at all.It's just us being spoilt brats.Those who think the world revolves around us.I mean seriously,what do we need to wake up?And what angers me more is that someone will read this,like it,comment on it but yet go back to living life like the king or queen we are not.Gosh am angry!Or maybe just scared,for myself really.I don't want to be on my death bed and regretting what I didn't do.The song unwritten,the missed audition,the words never said,the action never taken,i mean those things we just keep holding back for later....I think this is me reaching out.To myself and someone else interested,please don't waste your life.Please live today like tomorrow is not coming.Appreciate those around you.Be quick to forgive.I know that break up hurt.What,cheated on you?I'm not saying get back together.Just let it go and move on.Blame game,please.Gossiping,are you seriously that lame?I mean people,there is so much good for us to focus on than just hating and destroying each other.My Purple Butterfly left pieces of her in everyone ho met her.What do you leave in the people you meet up with daily?What if today was your last day,will people remember most about you?Answer that and work towards it daily....I can't write any longer...