Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Moving,judging,etc etc

Wow.I actually love the poem iv just written about being hurt and letting go.Kudos to me.It's been a while since I wrote something and was proud of.This I am.I shall submit it and see if it will be picked for the performance.
I need to move out from one my next of kin's house.I think my life is too social to be handled by anyone else but myself.Like,I don't have an issues with getting home at 10,as long as I was not doing anything fishy and I have means to get there safely.But that's just me.So,I am looking for a house,left right centre and whichever other direction one can look.I need to move.One of my downfall is my lack of decision making.I am quite indecisive.Times when I see it,then I'll know that's what I want.Right now,all I know is I want an affordable house somewhere within nairobi.I know,i'm terrible but is ok coz Jesus loves me anyway!
I listened to Joel Osteen on Sunday and he was all about not judging other people because you never know where they are coming from that our work is to love each other back tot wholeness because truth is we always need each other at some point.We all have moments when we want someone to just understand us.Not question just understand.He also said,when we make judgments,we usually only have one side of the story.When we flip the coin,we usually are embarrassed of what we had said or thought earlier.
I am trying to practice this.I am currently not whole myself,but I have friends who are helping me with that.I can help someone else though.I am not completely broken down.I still have strength to uplift another and I'm also planning to learn how to keep my comments to myself unless they are really helpful or at least until I have seen both sides of the coin.It is difficult because it is always much easier to talk someone down but it's possible to also just have positive thoughts towards ithers and when the negative ones come,you just stop them before they mature.It is hard work but nothing good ever comes easy right?

I think I will write a book of how just to hang in there and know that every storm that comes our way will always pass.Nothing in this world is permanet.Even the good times don't last forever so.....

I love that I can write.I love that God created me in such a way that I would love writing.It helps me stay sane.It helps me sift through things.It just is a part of me that i so love.Hmm...hope reading through my blog page actually adds some value to your life...coz me writing fills me up so much.
Later.

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