Wow.I need to commit to writing.Like seriously,i need to commit.i need to write more often because writing is what I am about really and it does help me figure myself out.So,yeah.I commit to write more.New year's resolution.My year.I turn 24 in 8days now.I have been doing a count down on my life and I want 24 to be a new start for me.A better,more improved me.So I have been working on me.Taking walks down memory lane to find out what baggage I need to leave behind and what stuff I need to acquire to make me better and it's working.I have learned a lot now I only need to apply my findings and I will be set.
My best friend wants to get me published.Wow!That sounds almost insane to me.Like good insane!I guess,I have been battling with, 'Will anyone really spend their time and money,to buy and read what I have written?'And another voice asks, 'Well,if you don't like what you do,then no one else will either,so its up to you but you know people love your writing.'Aaarggghhhh!It's fear.One of the demons in my closet that I am fighting.Fear of the unknown yet I will not know unless I venture into the unknown,right?So I will get serious.Do I like my writing?Yes.So that's all I need to do and I need to figure out what exactly I want to write on....No.I can't limit myself like that.Ok,if I have a specific project,then yes but I can't say I will become a romance writer or politics.Yeah,there are people who do that.They specialize.I think I love knowing I have options.Options are good.I don't like feeling like I am in a box of sorts.I like knowing that I am free.Ok,of course that does not apply to my boyfriend and I.Yeah,that would be not so good.It applies to certain things not all.So Emily,I will get my act together and will give you something pretty soon and yes the cards also.I am drawing up a plan.I need a plan.
Ummm...I don't think it will be good for me to mix this with the other writing I am thinking of so let me end here and start on another page.
Thanks.
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