Progress made.Had a talk with my sister.got to know where she is coming from and what her thoughts are and that information has so helped me and now I know what direction to take with my three month probation.I'm gonna make SMART goals.Specific.Measurable.Attainable.Realistic.Time Bound.I'm going to up my game.Not going to talk about it much other than here.I want people to feel and see the difference,not me talk about it.So,my sleeves are rolled up and change is on the way.
First stop.
Attitude Change.
I am working on my attitude.I am letting go of the past.It's not doing anything for my present nor my future.Oh,yeah,its doing something,messing them up.That's not what I need.So yeah,what happened happened,I can''t do much to change that so I'm packing my bags and shifting.I am moving.I will only look at my past when I am looking for lessons learned in a certain situation.I will not use it to cripple me or to make excuses why I am not doing what I need to be doing.I am taking responsibility.Accept when I am wrong and just take up responsibility.
Step two:life does not revolve around me.Not everything that happens is about me.I have been too self centered and the problem with that is that you end up noticing even things that need not to be and you make a big deal out of everything,even an ant hill turns into a huge impossible mountain.I have lost the respect and possible support of some close people and I plan to get that back.I have to humble myself and play by the rules and things will work smoother.I have been operating on emotions and I need to start using my mind to think.
So,a lot of decisions to be made and i know i will make it.
Toodles
Yeah,name for my blog page.
I shall call her Beauty.
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